Being Sucess Is Hard.

I suppose i looked awful in Nude Face

Without makeup , contact lens or anything

And i figured that i will look much more better

with my lens on !

Snapped my pics on Saturday 

but Now is Sunday night 

and I just done with my information searching 

Gonna finish my F&B Assignment in lightning speed and then

proceed to Ms Hana's Assignment - SHIT !

My title is SHIT =D

Well

One of my bad habits is doing things last minute ~_~

Even I told myself to finish it as fast as I could but seems like

I always delay it ==

Beginning of Semester is always tiring and busy and lazy .. =D

Having so much matters to deal with

Im tired ..

But think of the future 

The succesful Me !

also with the song

2NE1 - I am the best

！！！！

and that really motivates me ^^

Im not always so competitive

I think I've learn it from my Semester 1

Be high and let people gaze at you

and not

Be Low and let people laugh at you

that's what life meant to be

Cruel but True.

Of course I choose to stand higher.

I know I have the talent

Depends on just either I want it or no

and I know I want it !

=D

No regrets for choosing this course ! 

But maybe wrong choice of campus

I shouldn't be here

but if I didn't came to here

I wont met anyone from here 

I wont found what I've been looking for

and I would not have such friends , roommate and housemates and

my dear baby ~

Friends, Lets Work hard together to achieve what you want !

And what I want is 

To be Success In My Future Career.

Because I'm a Materialistic Girl.

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Do better than me.

I wished that
he could be better off than me
so that I wouldn't feel that
he's not worth for it ..

nothing much ..
I just hoped that he had a permanent job
and quit mixing around with those friends

this is not too over right ?
i also hoped that we could be forever together
but current condition ..
it's worse.

and yes im worst too..
tried to think back how things happened ..
comparing you and the him that recently had shown up

Baby I love you and not him
please dont make me feel like
I need to leave and find for better ones
even i know that i wont cry if i left you.

I really afraid to speak it up
even that i thought so.
Baby .. I don't need your responsibility but
if you are thinking same as me

so please..
Do better than me , when im good ..

Amuse my parents and me ...
As i didnt ask for much ..

This is an awful day .. for me ..

Trip to Setiawan , once again !

Hello everyone !

=)

Uhh..

I actually went to Sitiawan

last week

for 3 days 2 night =)

well i uhh 

spent one night at ah bee's house 

and another night at my bf 's house .. 

so look at what ah bee cooked to welcome me ! =D

prawns , crabs , sotong , and my fave ! brinjals @_@

well

it equals to my 2 meal ..

><

so then ..

this .. is Boy Boy ~

ah bee house de shih tzu ...

very cute , adorable ..

2 times i went to Sitiawan

I didnt really went to gai gai ._.

well i dont like crowded place ..

i suppose i hate it so much ..

so when we go out

is just to take our meals =)

and i really fall for Loh Laksa !!!

it's so delicious OMG ><

well

obviously

I jusst fell for the food

and the guy *_*

in sitiawan LOL

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Specs and me *_*

Hahaha !! gonna show off my specs ~_~

this is my newest pair of specs ! 

wore it once to class :">

it's kinda cute ^_^

and this is my leopard spec !

i liked this ~ 

but i havent wore it to class yet ..

it's cheap =P

this is my first first first spec !

=)

this is normal look only ~_~

this is my real spec @_@

kinda headache when i wore it with my lens 

( ofc la you idiot your lens power total up is 275@_@ )

and this is my normal look everyday 

@_@

I know i look normal 

My hair shine and smooth ! no tangle for the first and second day ! =D

no frizz as well ! =DDD

thanks to this !

=)

not expensive

but it's like a treatment to your hair !

love it ~

so basically this is just a camwhore post ^^

thanks for reading !

Some say love, it is a river 

that drowns the tender reed. 

Some say love, it is a razor 

that leaves your soul to bleed. 

Some say love, it is a hunger 

an endless aching need. 

I say love, it is a flower 

and you its only seed. 

It's the heart afraid of breaking 

that never learns to dance, 

It's the dream afraid of waking, that never takes the chance. 

It's the one who won't be taken, 

who cannot seem to give 

and the soul afraid of dying, that never learns to live. 

When the night has been too lonely 

and the road has been too long, 

and you think that love is only 

for the lucky and the strong. 

Just remember in the winter, far beneath the bitter snows 

lies the seed 

that with the sun's love 

in the spring 

becomes the rose

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FUCK LA

Arshole
No words can express how much i hated you
seriously
i really wanna spit allllllllllllll bad words on you
YEAH
DAMN
OK ENUF I DONT WANNA SEE ANYTHING ABOUT YOU IN MY BLOG
SO I WONT WRITE

Difficult Sem 2.

Yesterday night 

i stayed up till 4 am in the morning

just to finish my F&B tutorials

and my hiragana memorizing.

This sem,

is significantly hard.

i'm having the most hated subject in my life

and others all are the 

unfamiliar subjects

Hospitality accounting

Ohhhh how i hated this subject

but sorry dear ,

i gonna love you start from now

because i dont wanna lose !

No matter how bad is my memorizing skills

I will and must 

do it ! 

First sem is awful 

and this sem no more mistakes.

I hate you 3.4852

why not 3.5 ?

I really hate you.

Btw

I loved my english for communication class

at first i hated it so much that i thought

that

it brings down my level

but

Mr Daljeet Singh is a strict teacher

I would be glad to teach by him XD

because he is strict and

i like the tense situation in our english lesson class ^_^

Just like my previous maths tuition

tense hours makes lesson perfect =D

I'll keep back my foul words on the first day =\

hmm

Kitchen im not worried XD

since Ms Hana is a great lecturer

=)

and my kitchen teacher , Mr Chow !

I cant express how i admired him

*_*

and Mr Rizal..

my HMO teacher

well i have no good thoughts about him

just neutral ~_~

since i think he might be a kalafe in my college life

who else XD

uhmm

Accounting teacher sucks at the moment

but i will try my best to like him as much as i could =[

btw.. tml is our Food preparation Operation

and I'm gonna be in the restaurant !

=D

stay tuned for my Cute kitchen uniform pics =D

hoho~~

Nights to everyone, with love <3

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我的难处。

我打算等下回金宝的路上

完成我这篇blog

但是我找不到我的broadband ><

最怕就是星期四那天不小心掉在火车上...

KNS

去了金宝

只有几件事情是让我最开心的

1.认识了我一帮很不错的同屋还有同房室友

2.成绩不算到达目标但还可以

3.认识了杨思伦 

昨晚和我最要好的同屋室友吵架了

因为我男朋友的事情

基本上

我真的对我男朋友没意见

是的，其实是有可是我完全不介意

就算介意我也不会说

因为我相信他

我从来没有质疑过我男友对我的好

因为他对我好

所以我决定包容一切他的不好

其实真的很小件事

但是演变成大件事了

要知道的是

不只是你在哭

你以为我真的很好过？

什么叫帮助男友？

哈哈...

原来你是那样看我的...

基本上

我真的不想再多说什么

susu叫我不要再说了..

我的难处，你看不见。

为什么都是我在包容

你有没有包容我的难处？

所以我是不是应该帮你

就算你那样说我男朋友

你那个不叫骂，你那个叫针对

我有看到你写了什么

基本上是对我的susu还有你对别人

很大分别

所以我应该要和susu分手？

因为他不够好？

...

感觉上只有那样我才会跟你好回

对不对？

但是我很喜欢他

你可以对我评论

但是你昨晚真的over了

不要以为每次delete了就算了

然后对我发脾气

我没有一次对你发过脾气

你懂吗？

我要上火车了

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