Three Loves.

good evening guys ..

today i came back from sitiawan, with loves again..

well, when im at sitiawan, i seldom went to walk around..

because whenever i went to there, my first day is gonna be sleeping a lot ..

to cover back my lack of sleep during the week.

as his bed is huge.. i love it ><

this time, my stay in his house is kinda unforgettable..

because..

well, this time in sitiawan..

i never even used a single cent.

I left RM 10 in my purse and ..

he bought lots of snacks for my movie time 

and whenever i shout for meals

he will bring me go out and eat 

forever asking me what i want to eat ..

It's not that I'm really that materialistic or whut

it's just that ..

I felt that im so worst 

and sucks being a gf ..

for not caring about his feelings

but only my thoughts for him

for what i want him to be..

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Im so sorry ..

Being so High-mighty, is my weakness

I felt sorry to him that he had to bear my attitude for these past times.

Im so sorry.

Only now that i know, i never cared bout what he thinks.

So .. he sent me back to Kampar..

the second time ^_^

I love our conversation during the 1 hour and 20 mins.

He seldom laughed so loudly.

Not even in his home.

Uhhmm..

My baby <3

He had his hair cut =)

Looking much more clean and fresh =)

Before he went out, he wore his shirt asking me 

Do I look ok in it ? ><

And we went for a meal in Kampar

Had his hair cut

and went to Tesco =)

The whole trip, we did not hold our hands.

Was used to it.

But, when i was paying at the counter,

he waited me at outside, 

he smiled sweetly to me ><

It really makes me happy from the deep of my heart.

And his slam dunk performance in tesco

just like the first time in sitiawan,

caught my heart.

He actually is a nice guy.

He is nice to me and to everyone.

I liked him alot.

I feel much more stupid whenever i thought that

I think of  breaking up with him before this.

So one of this guy , sms to me

If he turn down his friends invitation just to be with me,

in his heart i am important.

and i never requested much ..

i just want someone who loved me

and never cheat.

As long as he doesn't cheat on me.

Jobless so what ?

I can wait

Enjoy playing games and watch drama

So whut ? I already learnt my lesson from Julian Tan..

I can be easily satisfied ..

That time he showed me the sign of "i love you" via skype

and the words he said to me.

the actions.

He gave his blanket to me during night times, covering me up 

while his body was icy cold =(

Really enough.. 

thus, this is what affected me most.

Guy : Do you wanna marry me ?

Girl : Do you own a house ?

Guy : No.

Girl : Do you own a car ?

Guy : No.

Girl : Do you have lots of savings ?

Guy : No.

Girl : So why should I marry you when you have nothing ?

XX 10 years later XX

Guy : Do you wanna marry me ?

Girl : Do you own a house ?

Guy : I have a bungalow.

Girl : Do you own a car ?

Guy : I have a Ferrari.

Girl : Do you have lots of savings ?

Guy : Yes. I succeed in business investment.

Girl : Yes, I do.

XX 2 months later XX

Guy : Lets break up. I fall for another girl.

Girl : I thought you loved me.

Guy : When I asked you to marry me 10 years ago, you refuse.

Now I'm rich, and you agreed to marry me.

I don't love you anymore, because you loved my money.

I do not love his money, I just want him to be success =)

I love you, Alan.

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