Do better than me.

I wished that
he could be better off than me
so that I wouldn't feel that
he's not worth for it ..

nothing much ..
I just hoped that he had a permanent job
and quit mixing around with those friends

this is not too over right ?
i also hoped that we could be forever together
but current condition ..
it's worse.

and yes im worst too..
tried to think back how things happened ..
comparing you and the him that recently had shown up

Baby I love you and not him
please dont make me feel like
I need to leave and find for better ones
even i know that i wont cry if i left you.

I really afraid to speak it up
even that i thought so.
Baby .. I don't need your responsibility but
if you are thinking same as me

so please..
Do better than me , when im good ..

Amuse my parents and me ...
As i didnt ask for much ..

This is an awful day .. for me ..