It is because what people did, you cant accept
and when you did it, you expect people to accept
this is what you are

See I'm so hardworking ~

我认为两个人相处得愉快，过后才会有所谓的感觉。第一眼的feel也要有咯。最后在一起了，外表怎么样，真的不怎么重要了，最重要两人过得幸福。爱情就是我们生活的一部分

Tomorrow's accounting midterm

I dont allow myself to be dead again

in accountings..

Accounting ,

see how much I loved you ~

After finish my Food Prep Homework

I will study and revise you ~

Dont worry ya ><

Hmm 

Today susu was angry on me

Because I did not make a call to him after Im home..

So I suppose I went missing for like 20 hours ?

><

Well, Had some problems with my .. English group..

Totally hate it ..

Shouldn't missed that class

Im so sorry ><

Miko Im so sorry !!!!!!!!

Causing troubles to you @@

So .. uhmm ..

today actually not much of stuffs to blog about ..

Oh yea...

Im heading to Sitiawan once again ,

my third home..

then next week to back to my primary house ..

and then Cameron Highlands ><

I want to sleep like a pig ! 

Hmmm

When will my Semester 2 end ?

sighs ...

I want to finish my course as soon as possible ..

><

and actually..

those chinese sentences was written by susu..

I accidentally saw it ><

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Midnight arrangement.

Feeling unhappy for the first time in this week..

Restaurant operation was not that good

although I thought that I already did my best ..

I dont like the dissapointment look on Mr Chow towards me

Im not really that useless am I ?

......

Secondly, My bed , My life is messed up again ..

My bed is full with my clothes and my closet is messy @@

Now is Midnight 3am 

I shall do my best to clear up my bed and closet ..

One more thing is ..

My clothes are like forever cant finish washing it ==

I dont like too much rainy days T^T

See how messy my bed is == 

well i will clear off this shiet ==

and the yellow plastic bag ..

that was used to packing my dirty clothes ...

finally it's empty ! =D

when im going back home..

I shall bring more hangers ..

Not enough hangers !

><

Now 

My phone's clock pointing at 4.23am

so ..

What I did is Laundry ..

and Folding all my clothes on my bed , and also in my closet

Washed my face ..

Did some Japanese Writings..

And time to sleep ..

LOL

well..

I had a chat with Dada ..

about my stuffs again ..

Yeah ...

I also want to know actually what is he to me ..

I really liked him ..

from the bottom of my heart ..

I have the intentions to introduce him to my family..

Yes .. I'm serious with him..

I'm not playing, fooling around or what..

Since the day haven't reach yet ..

So I better don't think too much..

Finally I figured out that it others isn't really that important as long as he loved me

so I dont want to crush this part of my feelings towards him right now..

Smile ! =D

Cheers.

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Mid of Happiness.

Hi Hi Hi ....

=D

Just finished my class like 5 hours ago 

went on a date with ah bee at Secret Recipe

and back to hostel ..

Well, something bad happened 

but as i said

There must be something to make you smile =)

So .. I Smiled ><

This is not the picture that I shared on here ..

><

this one is much more like Susu..

now I can see him everyday, hahaha 

and finally he let me to snap his pic 

hehe..

Sorry for my oily face ..

I haven't shower yet

Today was happy ><

I managed to submit my F&B assignment drafts to Ms Sue

And hmm my English runs smooth too =D

And .. 

what else?

Hmm.. Tomorrow's our restaurant operation ..

><

all the best to my group ~

I will love you all so much ...

How long that I quited Pizza Hut's job ?

like ... 2 years i suppose ..

Time to being back to my professionalism aa ~

hahaha

Whatever la ... All the best !

Well.. Nothing much to say about it 

and sorry that I've change my address again..

Due to some reasons..

And I'm can be a good friend..

That is why I decided not to argued with you in the end 

Eventhough I dislike him, I never told you anything about it

I pity him, because in his current conditions, I see the previous me.

But I decided to end our friendship.

Sorry and Thanks =)

You know, because of you

I understand how important is my friendship with my besties ..

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Collision.

I supposed Im Emo right now ..

I feel stressed, unhappy, tense up

Everything collides and Im worrying for everything.

Tomorrow's quiz but Im not tension at all.

I suppose I changed abit..

Problems arise.

My assignments

Midterms

and stuffs-which-are-non-related to me.

Well assignments are piece of cake.

Midterms are terrible since i dont have time for it

but actually I do.

Ok, so it is time management problems ~_~

and

stuffs-which-are-non-related-to-me.

Hmm.. Im not busy body or whut ..

just that 

he came asking me questions

and i answered because 

i feel sad too

when he asked me everytime

"how is she?"

I wanted to tell him

so badly 

If you miss her just go and find her la !

So damn stupid !

but that is what we called love..

You want it but you're afraid of it ..

and im sorry to you too

if i caused any troubles to you ..

Today finally ..

I told susu about everything ..

It's hard but yes 

I liked him and I will work hard too

>< 

He should work his ass off for me too ><

Hehe ..

The reason I'm requesting a pic of us

because I want it make it a pic in a photo frame

and i want to place it on my desk 

looking at it everyday ..

><

Remember to recharge my battery ok ?

hehe :P

well gonna work my ass up for my assignments  =)

so i gotta sleep now 

Actually i dont feel emo anymore -_- 

Im so sorry for making a fuss at here

My quotes ..

Smile Always ! =D

There must be a reason for you to smile ^_^

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Three Loves.

good evening guys ..

today i came back from sitiawan, with loves again..

well, when im at sitiawan, i seldom went to walk around..

because whenever i went to there, my first day is gonna be sleeping a lot ..

to cover back my lack of sleep during the week.

as his bed is huge.. i love it ><

this time, my stay in his house is kinda unforgettable..

because..

well, this time in sitiawan..

i never even used a single cent.

I left RM 10 in my purse and ..

he bought lots of snacks for my movie time 

and whenever i shout for meals

he will bring me go out and eat 

forever asking me what i want to eat ..

It's not that I'm really that materialistic or whut

it's just that ..

I felt that im so worst 

and sucks being a gf ..

for not caring about his feelings

but only my thoughts for him

for what i want him to be..

><

Im so sorry ..

Being so High-mighty, is my weakness

I felt sorry to him that he had to bear my attitude for these past times.

Im so sorry.

Only now that i know, i never cared bout what he thinks.

So .. he sent me back to Kampar..

the second time ^_^

I love our conversation during the 1 hour and 20 mins.

He seldom laughed so loudly.

Not even in his home.

Uhhmm..

My baby <3

He had his hair cut =)

Looking much more clean and fresh =)

Before he went out, he wore his shirt asking me 

Do I look ok in it ? ><

And we went for a meal in Kampar

Had his hair cut

and went to Tesco =)

The whole trip, we did not hold our hands.

Was used to it.

But, when i was paying at the counter,

he waited me at outside, 

he smiled sweetly to me ><

It really makes me happy from the deep of my heart.

And his slam dunk performance in tesco

just like the first time in sitiawan,

caught my heart.

He actually is a nice guy.

He is nice to me and to everyone.

I liked him alot.

I feel much more stupid whenever i thought that

I think of  breaking up with him before this.

So one of this guy , sms to me

If he turn down his friends invitation just to be with me,

in his heart i am important.

and i never requested much ..

i just want someone who loved me

and never cheat.

As long as he doesn't cheat on me.

Jobless so what ?

I can wait

Enjoy playing games and watch drama

So whut ? I already learnt my lesson from Julian Tan..

I can be easily satisfied ..

That time he showed me the sign of "i love you" via skype

and the words he said to me.

the actions.

He gave his blanket to me during night times, covering me up 

while his body was icy cold =(

Really enough.. 

thus, this is what affected me most.

Guy : Do you wanna marry me ?

Girl : Do you own a house ?

Guy : No.

Girl : Do you own a car ?

Guy : No.

Girl : Do you have lots of savings ?

Guy : No.

Girl : So why should I marry you when you have nothing ?

XX 10 years later XX

Guy : Do you wanna marry me ?

Girl : Do you own a house ?

Guy : I have a bungalow.

Girl : Do you own a car ?

Guy : I have a Ferrari.

Girl : Do you have lots of savings ?

Guy : Yes. I succeed in business investment.

Girl : Yes, I do.

XX 2 months later XX

Guy : Lets break up. I fall for another girl.

Girl : I thought you loved me.

Guy : When I asked you to marry me 10 years ago, you refuse.

Now I'm rich, and you agreed to marry me.

I don't love you anymore, because you loved my money.

I do not love his money, I just want him to be success =)

I love you, Alan.

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志气的重要性

你做工是为了你自己

不是我

你的一句不聊了，你不懂

很hurt

第一次我们吵架..？

还是不算？

我很能够忍啊...

朋友说的

那句

如果喜欢就要包容

但是

那个是未来

除非他不打算跟我在一起很久

所以这个句子有问题

你已经吃定我了

我那么地迁就你

让你

但是

我的忍耐有限度...

使用了记得充回..

Being Sucess Is Hard.

I suppose i looked awful in Nude Face

Without makeup , contact lens or anything

And i figured that i will look much more better

with my lens on !

Snapped my pics on Saturday 

but Now is Sunday night 

and I just done with my information searching 

Gonna finish my F&B Assignment in lightning speed and then

proceed to Ms Hana's Assignment - SHIT !

My title is SHIT =D

Well

One of my bad habits is doing things last minute ~_~

Even I told myself to finish it as fast as I could but seems like

I always delay it ==

Beginning of Semester is always tiring and busy and lazy .. =D

Having so much matters to deal with

Im tired ..

But think of the future 

The succesful Me !

also with the song

2NE1 - I am the best

！！！！

and that really motivates me ^^

Im not always so competitive

I think I've learn it from my Semester 1

Be high and let people gaze at you

and not

Be Low and let people laugh at you

that's what life meant to be

Cruel but True.

Of course I choose to stand higher.

I know I have the talent

Depends on just either I want it or no

and I know I want it !

=D

No regrets for choosing this course ! 

But maybe wrong choice of campus

I shouldn't be here

but if I didn't came to here

I wont met anyone from here 

I wont found what I've been looking for

and I would not have such friends , roommate and housemates and

my dear baby ~

Friends, Lets Work hard together to achieve what you want !

And what I want is 

To be Success In My Future Career.

Because I'm a Materialistic Girl.

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Do better than me.

I wished that
he could be better off than me
so that I wouldn't feel that
he's not worth for it ..

nothing much ..
I just hoped that he had a permanent job
and quit mixing around with those friends

this is not too over right ?
i also hoped that we could be forever together
but current condition ..
it's worse.

and yes im worst too..
tried to think back how things happened ..
comparing you and the him that recently had shown up

Baby I love you and not him
please dont make me feel like
I need to leave and find for better ones
even i know that i wont cry if i left you.

I really afraid to speak it up
even that i thought so.
Baby .. I don't need your responsibility but
if you are thinking same as me

so please..
Do better than me , when im good ..

Amuse my parents and me ...
As i didnt ask for much ..

This is an awful day .. for me ..

Trip to Setiawan , once again !

Hello everyone !

=)

Uhh..

I actually went to Sitiawan

last week

for 3 days 2 night =)

well i uhh 

spent one night at ah bee's house 

and another night at my bf 's house .. 

so look at what ah bee cooked to welcome me ! =D

prawns , crabs , sotong , and my fave ! brinjals @_@

well

it equals to my 2 meal ..

><

so then ..

this .. is Boy Boy ~

ah bee house de shih tzu ...

very cute , adorable ..

2 times i went to Sitiawan

I didnt really went to gai gai ._.

well i dont like crowded place ..

i suppose i hate it so much ..

so when we go out

is just to take our meals =)

and i really fall for Loh Laksa !!!

it's so delicious OMG ><

well

obviously

I jusst fell for the food

and the guy *_*

in sitiawan LOL

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