It is because what people did, you cant accept
and when you did it, you expect people to accept
this is what you are

See I'm so hardworking ~

我认为两个人相处得愉快，过后才会有所谓的感觉。第一眼的feel也要有咯。最后在一起了，外表怎么样，真的不怎么重要了，最重要两人过得幸福。爱情就是我们生活的一部分

Tomorrow's accounting midterm

I dont allow myself to be dead again

in accountings..

Accounting ,

see how much I loved you ~

After finish my Food Prep Homework

I will study and revise you ~

Dont worry ya ><

Hmm 

Today susu was angry on me

Because I did not make a call to him after Im home..

So I suppose I went missing for like 20 hours ?

><

Well, Had some problems with my .. English group..

Totally hate it ..

Shouldn't missed that class

Im so sorry ><

Miko Im so sorry !!!!!!!!

Causing troubles to you @@

So .. uhmm ..

today actually not much of stuffs to blog about ..

Oh yea...

Im heading to Sitiawan once again ,

my third home..

then next week to back to my primary house ..

and then Cameron Highlands ><

I want to sleep like a pig ! 

Hmmm

When will my Semester 2 end ?

sighs ...

I want to finish my course as soon as possible ..

><

and actually..

those chinese sentences was written by susu..

I accidentally saw it ><

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Midnight arrangement.

Feeling unhappy for the first time in this week..

Restaurant operation was not that good

although I thought that I already did my best ..

I dont like the dissapointment look on Mr Chow towards me

Im not really that useless am I ?

......

Secondly, My bed , My life is messed up again ..

My bed is full with my clothes and my closet is messy @@

Now is Midnight 3am 

I shall do my best to clear up my bed and closet ..

One more thing is ..

My clothes are like forever cant finish washing it ==

I dont like too much rainy days T^T

See how messy my bed is == 

well i will clear off this shiet ==

and the yellow plastic bag ..

that was used to packing my dirty clothes ...

finally it's empty ! =D

when im going back home..

I shall bring more hangers ..

Not enough hangers !

><

Now 

My phone's clock pointing at 4.23am

so ..

What I did is Laundry ..

and Folding all my clothes on my bed , and also in my closet

Washed my face ..

Did some Japanese Writings..

And time to sleep ..

LOL

well..

I had a chat with Dada ..

about my stuffs again ..

Yeah ...

I also want to know actually what is he to me ..

I really liked him ..

from the bottom of my heart ..

I have the intentions to introduce him to my family..

Yes .. I'm serious with him..

I'm not playing, fooling around or what..

Since the day haven't reach yet ..

So I better don't think too much..

Finally I figured out that it others isn't really that important as long as he loved me

so I dont want to crush this part of my feelings towards him right now..

Smile ! =D

Cheers.

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Mid of Happiness.

Hi Hi Hi ....

=D

Just finished my class like 5 hours ago 

went on a date with ah bee at Secret Recipe

and back to hostel ..

Well, something bad happened 

but as i said

There must be something to make you smile =)

So .. I Smiled ><

This is not the picture that I shared on here ..

><

this one is much more like Susu..

now I can see him everyday, hahaha 

and finally he let me to snap his pic 

hehe..

Sorry for my oily face ..

I haven't shower yet

Today was happy ><

I managed to submit my F&B assignment drafts to Ms Sue

And hmm my English runs smooth too =D

And .. 

what else?

Hmm.. Tomorrow's our restaurant operation ..

><

all the best to my group ~

I will love you all so much ...

How long that I quited Pizza Hut's job ?

like ... 2 years i suppose ..

Time to being back to my professionalism aa ~

hahaha

Whatever la ... All the best !

Well.. Nothing much to say about it 

and sorry that I've change my address again..

Due to some reasons..

And I'm can be a good friend..

That is why I decided not to argued with you in the end 

Eventhough I dislike him, I never told you anything about it

I pity him, because in his current conditions, I see the previous me.

But I decided to end our friendship.

Sorry and Thanks =)

You know, because of you

I understand how important is my friendship with my besties ..

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Collision.

I supposed Im Emo right now ..

I feel stressed, unhappy, tense up

Everything collides and Im worrying for everything.

Tomorrow's quiz but Im not tension at all.

I suppose I changed abit..

Problems arise.

My assignments

Midterms

and stuffs-which-are-non-related to me.

Well assignments are piece of cake.

Midterms are terrible since i dont have time for it

but actually I do.

Ok, so it is time management problems ~_~

and

stuffs-which-are-non-related-to-me.

Hmm.. Im not busy body or whut ..

just that 

he came asking me questions

and i answered because 

i feel sad too

when he asked me everytime

"how is she?"

I wanted to tell him

so badly 

If you miss her just go and find her la !

So damn stupid !

but that is what we called love..

You want it but you're afraid of it ..

and im sorry to you too

if i caused any troubles to you ..

Today finally ..

I told susu about everything ..

It's hard but yes 

I liked him and I will work hard too

>< 

He should work his ass off for me too ><

Hehe ..

The reason I'm requesting a pic of us

because I want it make it a pic in a photo frame

and i want to place it on my desk 

looking at it everyday ..

><

Remember to recharge my battery ok ?

hehe :P

well gonna work my ass up for my assignments  =)

so i gotta sleep now 

Actually i dont feel emo anymore -_- 

Im so sorry for making a fuss at here

My quotes ..

Smile Always ! =D

There must be a reason for you to smile ^_^

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Three Loves.

good evening guys ..

today i came back from sitiawan, with loves again..

well, when im at sitiawan, i seldom went to walk around..

because whenever i went to there, my first day is gonna be sleeping a lot ..

to cover back my lack of sleep during the week.

as his bed is huge.. i love it ><

this time, my stay in his house is kinda unforgettable..

because..

well, this time in sitiawan..

i never even used a single cent.

I left RM 10 in my purse and ..

he bought lots of snacks for my movie time 

and whenever i shout for meals

he will bring me go out and eat 

forever asking me what i want to eat ..

It's not that I'm really that materialistic or whut

it's just that ..

I felt that im so worst 

and sucks being a gf ..

for not caring about his feelings

but only my thoughts for him

for what i want him to be..

><

Im so sorry ..

Being so High-mighty, is my weakness

I felt sorry to him that he had to bear my attitude for these past times.

Im so sorry.

Only now that i know, i never cared bout what he thinks.

So .. he sent me back to Kampar..

the second time ^_^

I love our conversation during the 1 hour and 20 mins.

He seldom laughed so loudly.

Not even in his home.

Uhhmm..

My baby <3

He had his hair cut =)

Looking much more clean and fresh =)

Before he went out, he wore his shirt asking me 

Do I look ok in it ? ><

And we went for a meal in Kampar

Had his hair cut

and went to Tesco =)

The whole trip, we did not hold our hands.

Was used to it.

But, when i was paying at the counter,

he waited me at outside, 

he smiled sweetly to me ><

It really makes me happy from the deep of my heart.

And his slam dunk performance in tesco

just like the first time in sitiawan,

caught my heart.

He actually is a nice guy.

He is nice to me and to everyone.

I liked him alot.

I feel much more stupid whenever i thought that

I think of  breaking up with him before this.

So one of this guy , sms to me

If he turn down his friends invitation just to be with me,

in his heart i am important.

and i never requested much ..

i just want someone who loved me

and never cheat.

As long as he doesn't cheat on me.

Jobless so what ?

I can wait

Enjoy playing games and watch drama

So whut ? I already learnt my lesson from Julian Tan..

I can be easily satisfied ..

That time he showed me the sign of "i love you" via skype

and the words he said to me.

the actions.

He gave his blanket to me during night times, covering me up 

while his body was icy cold =(

Really enough.. 

thus, this is what affected me most.

Guy : Do you wanna marry me ?

Girl : Do you own a house ?

Guy : No.

Girl : Do you own a car ?

Guy : No.

Girl : Do you have lots of savings ?

Guy : No.

Girl : So why should I marry you when you have nothing ?

XX 10 years later XX

Guy : Do you wanna marry me ?

Girl : Do you own a house ?

Guy : I have a bungalow.

Girl : Do you own a car ?

Guy : I have a Ferrari.

Girl : Do you have lots of savings ?

Guy : Yes. I succeed in business investment.

Girl : Yes, I do.

XX 2 months later XX

Guy : Lets break up. I fall for another girl.

Girl : I thought you loved me.

Guy : When I asked you to marry me 10 years ago, you refuse.

Now I'm rich, and you agreed to marry me.

I don't love you anymore, because you loved my money.

I do not love his money, I just want him to be success =)

I love you, Alan.

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志气的重要性

你做工是为了你自己

不是我

你的一句不聊了，你不懂

很hurt

第一次我们吵架..？

还是不算？

我很能够忍啊...

朋友说的

那句

如果喜欢就要包容

但是

那个是未来

除非他不打算跟我在一起很久

所以这个句子有问题

你已经吃定我了

我那么地迁就你

让你

但是

我的忍耐有限度...

使用了记得充回..

Being Sucess Is Hard.

I suppose i looked awful in Nude Face

Without makeup , contact lens or anything

And i figured that i will look much more better

with my lens on !

Snapped my pics on Saturday 

but Now is Sunday night 

and I just done with my information searching 

Gonna finish my F&B Assignment in lightning speed and then

proceed to Ms Hana's Assignment - SHIT !

My title is SHIT =D

Well

One of my bad habits is doing things last minute ~_~

Even I told myself to finish it as fast as I could but seems like

I always delay it ==

Beginning of Semester is always tiring and busy and lazy .. =D

Having so much matters to deal with

Im tired ..

But think of the future 

The succesful Me !

also with the song

2NE1 - I am the best

！！！！

and that really motivates me ^^

Im not always so competitive

I think I've learn it from my Semester 1

Be high and let people gaze at you

and not

Be Low and let people laugh at you

that's what life meant to be

Cruel but True.

Of course I choose to stand higher.

I know I have the talent

Depends on just either I want it or no

and I know I want it !

=D

No regrets for choosing this course ! 

But maybe wrong choice of campus

I shouldn't be here

but if I didn't came to here

I wont met anyone from here 

I wont found what I've been looking for

and I would not have such friends , roommate and housemates and

my dear baby ~

Friends, Lets Work hard together to achieve what you want !

And what I want is 

To be Success In My Future Career.

Because I'm a Materialistic Girl.

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Do better than me.

I wished that
he could be better off than me
so that I wouldn't feel that
he's not worth for it ..

nothing much ..
I just hoped that he had a permanent job
and quit mixing around with those friends

this is not too over right ?
i also hoped that we could be forever together
but current condition ..
it's worse.

and yes im worst too..
tried to think back how things happened ..
comparing you and the him that recently had shown up

Baby I love you and not him
please dont make me feel like
I need to leave and find for better ones
even i know that i wont cry if i left you.

I really afraid to speak it up
even that i thought so.
Baby .. I don't need your responsibility but
if you are thinking same as me

so please..
Do better than me , when im good ..

Amuse my parents and me ...
As i didnt ask for much ..

This is an awful day .. for me ..

Trip to Setiawan , once again !

Hello everyone !

=)

Uhh..

I actually went to Sitiawan

last week

for 3 days 2 night =)

well i uhh 

spent one night at ah bee's house 

and another night at my bf 's house .. 

so look at what ah bee cooked to welcome me ! =D

prawns , crabs , sotong , and my fave ! brinjals @_@

well

it equals to my 2 meal ..

><

so then ..

this .. is Boy Boy ~

ah bee house de shih tzu ...

very cute , adorable ..

2 times i went to Sitiawan

I didnt really went to gai gai ._.

well i dont like crowded place ..

i suppose i hate it so much ..

so when we go out

is just to take our meals =)

and i really fall for Loh Laksa !!!

it's so delicious OMG ><

well

obviously

I jusst fell for the food

and the guy *_*

in sitiawan LOL

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Specs and me *_*

Hahaha !! gonna show off my specs ~_~

this is my newest pair of specs ! 

wore it once to class :">

it's kinda cute ^_^

and this is my leopard spec !

i liked this ~ 

but i havent wore it to class yet ..

it's cheap =P

this is my first first first spec !

=)

this is normal look only ~_~

this is my real spec @_@

kinda headache when i wore it with my lens 

( ofc la you idiot your lens power total up is 275@_@ )

and this is my normal look everyday 

@_@

I know i look normal 

My hair shine and smooth ! no tangle for the first and second day ! =D

no frizz as well ! =DDD

thanks to this !

=)

not expensive

but it's like a treatment to your hair !

love it ~

so basically this is just a camwhore post ^^

thanks for reading !

Some say love, it is a river 

that drowns the tender reed. 

Some say love, it is a razor 

that leaves your soul to bleed. 

Some say love, it is a hunger 

an endless aching need. 

I say love, it is a flower 

and you its only seed. 

It's the heart afraid of breaking 

that never learns to dance, 

It's the dream afraid of waking, that never takes the chance. 

It's the one who won't be taken, 

who cannot seem to give 

and the soul afraid of dying, that never learns to live. 

When the night has been too lonely 

and the road has been too long, 

and you think that love is only 

for the lucky and the strong. 

Just remember in the winter, far beneath the bitter snows 

lies the seed 

that with the sun's love 

in the spring 

becomes the rose

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FUCK LA

Arshole
No words can express how much i hated you
seriously
i really wanna spit allllllllllllll bad words on you
YEAH
DAMN
OK ENUF I DONT WANNA SEE ANYTHING ABOUT YOU IN MY BLOG
SO I WONT WRITE

Difficult Sem 2.

Yesterday night 

i stayed up till 4 am in the morning

just to finish my F&B tutorials

and my hiragana memorizing.

This sem,

is significantly hard.

i'm having the most hated subject in my life

and others all are the 

unfamiliar subjects

Hospitality accounting

Ohhhh how i hated this subject

but sorry dear ,

i gonna love you start from now

because i dont wanna lose !

No matter how bad is my memorizing skills

I will and must 

do it ! 

First sem is awful 

and this sem no more mistakes.

I hate you 3.4852

why not 3.5 ?

I really hate you.

Btw

I loved my english for communication class

at first i hated it so much that i thought

that

it brings down my level

but

Mr Daljeet Singh is a strict teacher

I would be glad to teach by him XD

because he is strict and

i like the tense situation in our english lesson class ^_^

Just like my previous maths tuition

tense hours makes lesson perfect =D

I'll keep back my foul words on the first day =\

hmm

Kitchen im not worried XD

since Ms Hana is a great lecturer

=)

and my kitchen teacher , Mr Chow !

I cant express how i admired him

*_*

and Mr Rizal..

my HMO teacher

well i have no good thoughts about him

just neutral ~_~

since i think he might be a kalafe in my college life

who else XD

uhmm

Accounting teacher sucks at the moment

but i will try my best to like him as much as i could =[

btw.. tml is our Food preparation Operation

and I'm gonna be in the restaurant !

=D

stay tuned for my Cute kitchen uniform pics =D

hoho~~

Nights to everyone, with love <3

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我的难处。

我打算等下回金宝的路上

完成我这篇blog

但是我找不到我的broadband ><

最怕就是星期四那天不小心掉在火车上...

KNS

去了金宝

只有几件事情是让我最开心的

1.认识了我一帮很不错的同屋还有同房室友

2.成绩不算到达目标但还可以

3.认识了杨思伦 

昨晚和我最要好的同屋室友吵架了

因为我男朋友的事情

基本上

我真的对我男朋友没意见

是的，其实是有可是我完全不介意

就算介意我也不会说

因为我相信他

我从来没有质疑过我男友对我的好

因为他对我好

所以我决定包容一切他的不好

其实真的很小件事

但是演变成大件事了

要知道的是

不只是你在哭

你以为我真的很好过？

什么叫帮助男友？

哈哈...

原来你是那样看我的...

基本上

我真的不想再多说什么

susu叫我不要再说了..

我的难处，你看不见。

为什么都是我在包容

你有没有包容我的难处？

所以我是不是应该帮你

就算你那样说我男朋友

你那个不叫骂，你那个叫针对

我有看到你写了什么

基本上是对我的susu还有你对别人

很大分别

所以我应该要和susu分手？

因为他不够好？

...

感觉上只有那样我才会跟你好回

对不对？

但是我很喜欢他

你可以对我评论

但是你昨晚真的over了

不要以为每次delete了就算了

然后对我发脾气

我没有一次对你发过脾气

你懂吗？

我要上火车了

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真的开心咯~

最近都很开心~

都很幸福啊...

还是，有喜欢的人比较充实

但是还是容易忽略别的事情

D:

基本上

幸福的女人容易变胖...

==

应该要乖乖戒口...

被饿瘦了一点，好像又胖回一点==

学业竟然有点放慢了脚步...

绝对绝对不能够松懈！

Cosplay的事情

要进行！

东西有了7788

就欠一点点... ==

不想要永远都拖 =='''

我好像每次都这么说的咯

哈哈

尽力！

基本上

今天我的思绪被打扰到一点点

到底世界上一共有多少种人

我真的很讨厌那种

假假的人

也很讨厌那种

白鸽眼的人

更讨厌那种

抢功劳的人

所以

为什么要让他们觉得我的生活因为他们而受干扰

为什么嘛！！！

要我无视你

也不要老是在我眼前晃来晃去啊

= =

于是我决定无视你！

明天是复诊

其实我很担心...

我担心2个问题

我还怕衰事+喜事 ....

应该明白的吧？= =

如果是衰事....我会哭

如果是喜事....我妈妈会杀了我

但如果没事...我会很感谢 =)

其实我真的真的很喜欢

女儿

我觉得她们很可爱

可以帮她们绑头发~

穿成小公主似的~

很可爱咯~

很喜欢~

^_^

Cheh...

还有10年啦

才要嫁 = =

一天内收到了Susu的电话，短讯

这样维持

我觉得够了...

^_^

当然还是希望可以见面啊 = =

wants are unlimited =w=

今天和kishi分享了

Kiss到底关不关眼睛好啊？

没记错

我好像没关....

= = 

晚安Baby。

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My Sem 2 Uniform =D

=)))

Hello ~~~

So i suppose i wear nice nice for my first day =)

and i thought

i might had no people wanna come near to me XD

but turn out that

=D

i had friends who are willing to sit beside me ;O

seriously

see this uniform 

restaurant uniform

and i looked short ._.

seeeeeeee

Im dai kor >:D

hoho~

vroom vroom ~

or

cooking ??? XD

I'd lol whenever i saw this pic ..

Im so cute XD

hahahha !!

that's all :p

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Miss you.

我又来更新我的blog啦~

大家晚上好~

我是miko~

~_~

明天就是开学了

Semester 2

基于我的Sem 1 成绩不够理想...

我要雪耻！

==

3.4852

我真的嫌弃你...

为什么不要3.5

...

随便..

这次我要更加努力！

之前偷懒差点被bar掉

我已经得到教训了

真的！

这个学期的时间表比较密...

所以我决定在学校里度过我的break...

hmmm

学业已经说了...

9月10月（弱）-学业有压力，健康要注意，

忌与任何人冲突，忌太相信人，

防老千/骗子

我不要学习有压力...

算命师很准...

-_-

hmmm

其实我还蛮想念他的 =(

那天我回来宿舍时

还不觉得有什么

但是还是很难过地哭了...

是真的真的很难过...

=(((

但是今天觉得ok了噢！

^_^

在FB看到一个很有意思的句子

觉得好或不好

是自己想到的...

所以做人要positive !!!!!!!!

=D

而且我真的要抓紧紧不要放手呢....

hahahah ~

我好想念某人没有肉的肩膀= =

还有他的腰 =m=

讨厌......

基本上

我很累...

晚安了~

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