This Love.

A friend of mine

telling me that i didnt renew my blog for ages ..

SO 

Im here ^_^

and

Sorry that I left out my blog ..

>.<

I would like to update my 

relationship status 

Currently Im good with my Susu

I liked him

and I suppose he liked me too

Sometimes

I just feel so helpless that ..

I never had confidence.

When people critisize on me

I listened to all of them

and

I really feel fucking sad 

And about the roommate thing,

I really ...

Helpless.

Forever she is the thorn in my heart.

And 

Love enemies ?

Maybe.

I dont know.

This relationship is hard.

I earn it.

I did my best.

And I nearly lose it 

just because of the reasons i mentioned above.

I cried for 2 nights.

I was sleepless for a night.

Luckily

He said to me

Please dont give up me.

This is the part where 

I think is most touched.

You know I cried like a baby.

Swirl like a cocoon

with tears, crying.

I suppose this was the first time I being tense until like this.

Many things I did for him was the first time in my life

I doing it.

I said those words which I never spoke to any guys ,

not type.

I was waiting for his call.

Everyday.

It was unbearable, yes i even scold bad words 

but it's extrememly happiness

when he said to me

He love me O_O

Hard to believe 

I know right.

But I choose to believe him.

I really liked him so so so much..

>.<

I always did this , sighs.

I always write in my blog

telling everyone how I feel about him and our relationship.

This is just so ..

Straight forward of me :p

Lastly, I sincerely wished that

No obstruction

^_^

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