Specs and me *_*

Hahaha !! gonna show off my specs ~_~

this is my newest pair of specs ! 

wore it once to class :">

it's kinda cute ^_^

and this is my leopard spec !

i liked this ~ 

but i havent wore it to class yet ..

it's cheap =P

this is my first first first spec !

=)

this is normal look only ~_~

this is my real spec @_@

kinda headache when i wore it with my lens 

( ofc la you idiot your lens power total up is 275@_@ )

and this is my normal look everyday 

@_@

I know i look normal 

My hair shine and smooth ! no tangle for the first and second day ! =D

no frizz as well ! =DDD

thanks to this !

=)

not expensive

but it's like a treatment to your hair !

love it ~

so basically this is just a camwhore post ^^

thanks for reading !

Some say love, it is a river 

that drowns the tender reed. 

Some say love, it is a razor 

that leaves your soul to bleed. 

Some say love, it is a hunger 

an endless aching need. 

I say love, it is a flower 

and you its only seed. 

It's the heart afraid of breaking 

that never learns to dance, 

It's the dream afraid of waking, that never takes the chance. 

It's the one who won't be taken, 

who cannot seem to give 

and the soul afraid of dying, that never learns to live. 

When the night has been too lonely 

and the road has been too long, 

and you think that love is only 

for the lucky and the strong. 

Just remember in the winter, far beneath the bitter snows 

lies the seed 

that with the sun's love 

in the spring 

becomes the rose

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FUCK LA

Arshole
No words can express how much i hated you
seriously
i really wanna spit allllllllllllll bad words on you
YEAH
DAMN
OK ENUF I DONT WANNA SEE ANYTHING ABOUT YOU IN MY BLOG
SO I WONT WRITE

Difficult Sem 2.

Yesterday night 

i stayed up till 4 am in the morning

just to finish my F&B tutorials

and my hiragana memorizing.

This sem,

is significantly hard.

i'm having the most hated subject in my life

and others all are the 

unfamiliar subjects

Hospitality accounting

Ohhhh how i hated this subject

but sorry dear ,

i gonna love you start from now

because i dont wanna lose !

No matter how bad is my memorizing skills

I will and must 

do it ! 

First sem is awful 

and this sem no more mistakes.

I hate you 3.4852

why not 3.5 ?

I really hate you.

Btw

I loved my english for communication class

at first i hated it so much that i thought

that

it brings down my level

but

Mr Daljeet Singh is a strict teacher

I would be glad to teach by him XD

because he is strict and

i like the tense situation in our english lesson class ^_^

Just like my previous maths tuition

tense hours makes lesson perfect =D

I'll keep back my foul words on the first day =\

hmm

Kitchen im not worried XD

since Ms Hana is a great lecturer

=)

and my kitchen teacher , Mr Chow !

I cant express how i admired him

*_*

and Mr Rizal..

my HMO teacher

well i have no good thoughts about him

just neutral ~_~

since i think he might be a kalafe in my college life

who else XD

uhmm

Accounting teacher sucks at the moment

but i will try my best to like him as much as i could =[

btw.. tml is our Food preparation Operation

and I'm gonna be in the restaurant !

=D

stay tuned for my Cute kitchen uniform pics =D

hoho~~

Nights to everyone, with love <3

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我的难处。

我打算等下回金宝的路上

完成我这篇blog

但是我找不到我的broadband ><

最怕就是星期四那天不小心掉在火车上...

KNS

去了金宝

只有几件事情是让我最开心的

1.认识了我一帮很不错的同屋还有同房室友

2.成绩不算到达目标但还可以

3.认识了杨思伦 

昨晚和我最要好的同屋室友吵架了

因为我男朋友的事情

基本上

我真的对我男朋友没意见

是的，其实是有可是我完全不介意

就算介意我也不会说

因为我相信他

我从来没有质疑过我男友对我的好

因为他对我好

所以我决定包容一切他的不好

其实真的很小件事

但是演变成大件事了

要知道的是

不只是你在哭

你以为我真的很好过？

什么叫帮助男友？

哈哈...

原来你是那样看我的...

基本上

我真的不想再多说什么

susu叫我不要再说了..

我的难处，你看不见。

为什么都是我在包容

你有没有包容我的难处？

所以我是不是应该帮你

就算你那样说我男朋友

你那个不叫骂，你那个叫针对

我有看到你写了什么

基本上是对我的susu还有你对别人

很大分别

所以我应该要和susu分手？

因为他不够好？

...

感觉上只有那样我才会跟你好回

对不对？

但是我很喜欢他

你可以对我评论

但是你昨晚真的over了

不要以为每次delete了就算了

然后对我发脾气

我没有一次对你发过脾气

你懂吗？

我要上火车了

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真的开心咯~

最近都很开心~

都很幸福啊...

还是，有喜欢的人比较充实

但是还是容易忽略别的事情

D:

基本上

幸福的女人容易变胖...

==

应该要乖乖戒口...

被饿瘦了一点，好像又胖回一点==

学业竟然有点放慢了脚步...

绝对绝对不能够松懈！

Cosplay的事情

要进行！

东西有了7788

就欠一点点... ==

不想要永远都拖 =='''

我好像每次都这么说的咯

哈哈

尽力！

基本上

今天我的思绪被打扰到一点点

到底世界上一共有多少种人

我真的很讨厌那种

假假的人

也很讨厌那种

白鸽眼的人

更讨厌那种

抢功劳的人

所以

为什么要让他们觉得我的生活因为他们而受干扰

为什么嘛！！！

要我无视你

也不要老是在我眼前晃来晃去啊

= =

于是我决定无视你！

明天是复诊

其实我很担心...

我担心2个问题

我还怕衰事+喜事 ....

应该明白的吧？= =

如果是衰事....我会哭

如果是喜事....我妈妈会杀了我

但如果没事...我会很感谢 =)

其实我真的真的很喜欢

女儿

我觉得她们很可爱

可以帮她们绑头发~

穿成小公主似的~

很可爱咯~

很喜欢~

^_^

Cheh...

还有10年啦

才要嫁 = =

一天内收到了Susu的电话，短讯

这样维持

我觉得够了...

^_^

当然还是希望可以见面啊 = =

wants are unlimited =w=

今天和kishi分享了

Kiss到底关不关眼睛好啊？

没记错

我好像没关....

= = 

晚安Baby。

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My Sem 2 Uniform =D

=)))

Hello ~~~

So i suppose i wear nice nice for my first day =)

and i thought

i might had no people wanna come near to me XD

but turn out that

=D

i had friends who are willing to sit beside me ;O

seriously

see this uniform 

restaurant uniform

and i looked short ._.

seeeeeeee

Im dai kor >:D

hoho~

vroom vroom ~

or

cooking ??? XD

I'd lol whenever i saw this pic ..

Im so cute XD

hahahha !!

that's all :p

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Miss you.

我又来更新我的blog啦~

大家晚上好~

我是miko~

~_~

明天就是开学了

Semester 2

基于我的Sem 1 成绩不够理想...

我要雪耻！

==

3.4852

我真的嫌弃你...

为什么不要3.5

...

随便..

这次我要更加努力！

之前偷懒差点被bar掉

我已经得到教训了

真的！

这个学期的时间表比较密...

所以我决定在学校里度过我的break...

hmmm

学业已经说了...

9月10月（弱）-学业有压力，健康要注意，

忌与任何人冲突，忌太相信人，

防老千/骗子

我不要学习有压力...

算命师很准...

-_-

hmmm

其实我还蛮想念他的 =(

那天我回来宿舍时

还不觉得有什么

但是还是很难过地哭了...

是真的真的很难过...

=(((

但是今天觉得ok了噢！

^_^

在FB看到一个很有意思的句子

觉得好或不好

是自己想到的...

所以做人要positive !!!!!!!!

=D

而且我真的要抓紧紧不要放手呢....

hahahah ~

我好想念某人没有肉的肩膀= =

还有他的腰 =m=

讨厌......

基本上

我很累...

晚安了~

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To Setiawan , with love =)

Seriously 

I didnt manage to snap any pics >.<

Susu's fault

he dont wanna let me snap D:<

but hey ....

look at this >:D

HAHAHAHA 

so sad ... i should have snapped more :'(

He's skinny I know right =(

Eat moar moar moarrrrrrr D:

^^ this pic snapped on the day i went to there

11-9-12

is it our ....... first day ?

><

His Room -_-

Big .........

I wished I had this kind of room too ..

And that is his bed -_- 

he say it's small =.=

It's HUGEEEEE

it's actually light apple green curtains ..

and purple bedsheet =)

He really cooked for me LOL

because last time on phone call i told him 

I want him to cook for me =D

oh and this =D

i had a pic with his bed =)

hey i helped him to tidy his bed when we woke up !

so unfair :<

wait ... hmm this pic i think i did not went out .. ><

alright so now is 

Words expression XD

1st day 

so uhmm after hours of bus trip

finally i reached there !

first thing i rushed to toilet ==

i mean " The Store " toilet

coz i havent call him XD

then i called him

.. ofc nervous la ==

hmm waited for like 1 hour ( 5 mins actually )

then he sampai luuuuuu ~

uhh

to be honest la 

his pic hor , o wait i go fb curi sin XD

uhhh

he looked like this in pic right ?

In real 

he looked more skinnier 

and hmm, 

....

I dont wanna admit ..

I really love guys wear white t-shirts

they looked good in it !

seriously they really looked good in it

( i kinda look through his clothes , mostly white & grey <3 )

and he loved white colour ^_^

and hmm

acne scar , muscle OMG

just biceps..

==

hmm yes ..

=)

acceptable , totally.

so hmm

he uhh bring me to eat my brunch

-_- happy cafe 

not bad =D

and then back to his house..

You know !

i actually thought that his house horr

must be like

uhh

rumah papan ... LOL

coz on the way i only saw palm field 

and uhmm malay papan house ........

but his house oo

sibehhhhh big !

==

half semi-d

....

so ..

hmm

his room , as pic shown ..

bed is hard ==

when im at his place for these days

his room is full with my hair fall ~_~

he say i smelly ==

how mean :'(

so hmm

basically

he bring me go out ..

to seaside ~

went to 2 different beaches ..

and hmm 

guan yin temple ~

no more

most of the time

i was beside him , infront of his pc LOL

or ... you know where de la ~ ;_;

hahas

it's nice , i like what i feel when im with him ><

i liked his smile too ^_^

the smile that he'd show to me...

=)

haha !

is this how it's feel like to be in love ?

=)

But I kinda sad ..

when he was joking about our relationship

and also 

i saw him suffering headache i was sad ..

I dunno what to do

how to help him to mild the pain

Kissing is not bad too ;_;

LOL !

Gonna play some answering games =DD

1) How we met: 

We met at The Store , Sitiawan , in real life.

We met in FB , through virtual online .

2) My first impression of you :

I like the way you asked me to hold hands ><

FUUUUUUUCK >.>

3) Who you are to me :

My BF ofc !

4) Would I care if I lost you :

Yeah .. I finally knew that i cared.

5) What I like about you:

you , Yong Su Luan 

6) Do I love you : 

Yeah , i love you .

7) Do I like your profile picture : 

Yes i like it , since you dont snapped pics with me =(

8) Would I hug you if you asked me to :

you dont ask also i will hug la aduhhhh = =

It was like a dream ..

I hate to be awake ..

But .. Do you love me ?

^_^

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I think I love you.

( this is his bed ;D )

Good afternoon guys ..

Had quite a few .... unforgettable days

My phone playlist kept replaying this song

I think I 

maybe my current situation ruined the song

but ..

it really makes me think more than before

I think I love u

Im falling for you

I need you

So ..

Who is this Su Luan ?

I actually havent snapped any pics with him 

...

he's not handsome 

trust me

he is awfully an Otaku !

wait for his pic ..

but ..

he's actually very nice to me ..

^_^

Sayang me too , hehe ..

Of course I sayang him also.

Because I liked him .

I easily fall for people who are nice to me ..

I cant forget what he said to me..

I actually fall for the scent on him =)

Always , there are problems which ...

I cant control my emotions..

Am I his gf ?

I dunno.

I suppose I am.

=)

但是

我还是很想要逃脱

却担心了你...

你的一举一动

已经在影响着我了

你不知道的...

我居然会害怕自己被抛弃...

哈哈哈

有些人闯进你的生活，只是为了给你上一课，然后就转身离开。

不是每个人都适合与你白头到老。

有的人，是拿来帮你成长的；

有的人，是拿来一起生活的；

有的人，是拿来一辈子怀念的。

无论生活得多么艰难，最后你总会找到一个，让你心甘情愿傻傻相伴的人 ♥

sometimes,

i think i dont understand what is love.

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敢做敢当
我做了我就不后悔
但是我好怕我的眼泪控制不住...
有些话不能说
说了我会当真..
或许因为很喜欢
所以我当真了
过分....

Cut My Hair.

This was my awesome hair

by Anson.

Even it's long already

but look at those

fringes

Awesomely neat & nice curve.

I really love it.

This was my fugly hair ,

by dunno who @cutz

Cut my fringe , and also layered the back of my hair

feels lighter but ..

I missed my thickness.

Less like almost half of it >.<

So ... 2 saloons being blacklisted by me.

Awesome.

Yesterday,

Had a nightmare.

Everyone's leaving me

Just because I'm fat.

I grew fatter.

This was just barely fit me.

And people are leaving me.

Is this a sign ? D:

Asking me not to eat that much ..

Lol..

Never hold on to any past which irritates .

YEAH I SHOULDN'T BE LIKE THAT.

Is ok .

Everything's fine ^_^

Susu is with me =)

hohoho~

By the way, tomorrow 

I uhh gonna go Sitiawan

Wish me Luck.

I dont wanna get eaten up *_*

And I also hope that

I wont lost my way T.T

I dont wanna lost in Ipoh D:

Oh yeah and stay tuned with me

On here =)

Coz Im gonna update me and his pics in here , not fb XD

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Back to Kampar.

So Ugly I know.

Today 

Im going back to Kampar.

And 2 days more

Im going to Sitiawan ..

Ugly Skin

Getting tons of pimple

It's pain, i hate it.

I really hate it lehhhhhhhhh

>.<

Makes me so ugly

T.T

SAD

So , actually i was thinking ..

Do I need to bring any souvenirs to his house ?

Or just me and my lappy and my clothes ?

-_-

I seriously have no experience in this

and i worried ..

what if , his parents are scary D:

what if , they dont like me ?

what if , and what if ?

soo many what if and

yes..

This means 

Im emo-ing @_@

And my menstruation ...

SOOOO SAD

T_T

It's fixed and I wont change it 

that's the story. =)

Photoblog 6.9.12

Hi Guys !

Hello everyone ~

Good Evening <3

So recently I'm not doing my blog

and i thought that I should make up abit >.<

Here is my Contact Lens parcel.

I wonder why it comes in 2 parcel O_O

And yes..

Take a look on it <3

I really love those colours 

Purple , Red , Pink , Green

I worried on my Sweet Candy Pink lens

because Pink never looks good on me

and awesome!

At first I dont like the colour too

but ..

Im growing to love it more and more and more ..

>.<

My mum is growing to be more open minded

and young !

=D

she was blurred but this is the best pic 

that we managed to snap =)

Yes and me with my Baby <3

this was Sweet Candy Pink ^^

Awesome I know Right =)

I love vintage gothic effects

They made everything perfect!

^_^

So yes at the moment only these pics are to be shared =D

Stay Tuned & Thanks for Watching =D

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This Love.

A friend of mine

telling me that i didnt renew my blog for ages ..

SO 

Im here ^_^

and

Sorry that I left out my blog ..

>.<

I would like to update my 

relationship status 

Currently Im good with my Susu

I liked him

and I suppose he liked me too

Sometimes

I just feel so helpless that ..

I never had confidence.

When people critisize on me

I listened to all of them

and

I really feel fucking sad 

And about the roommate thing,

I really ...

Helpless.

Forever she is the thorn in my heart.

And 

Love enemies ?

Maybe.

I dont know.

This relationship is hard.

I earn it.

I did my best.

And I nearly lose it 

just because of the reasons i mentioned above.

I cried for 2 nights.

I was sleepless for a night.

Luckily

He said to me

Please dont give up me.

This is the part where 

I think is most touched.

You know I cried like a baby.

Swirl like a cocoon

with tears, crying.

I suppose this was the first time I being tense until like this.

Many things I did for him was the first time in my life

I doing it.

I said those words which I never spoke to any guys ,

not type.

I was waiting for his call.

Everyday.

It was unbearable, yes i even scold bad words 

but it's extrememly happiness

when he said to me

He love me O_O

Hard to believe 

I know right.

But I choose to believe him.

I really liked him so so so much..

>.<

I always did this , sighs.

I always write in my blog

telling everyone how I feel about him and our relationship.

This is just so ..

Straight forward of me :p

Lastly, I sincerely wished that

No obstruction

^_^

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