What should i feel ?

am writing this 

on behalf of my other life in XXXXXXX chat room

=)

for once

i hate myself for doing those

things 

and she came

so i quit it

for her i quit it

It's not for myself

to be honest

I liked it ..

but i also understand that

doing it 

is so wrong ..

Being with her is wrong too

Because im a normal girl.

But i dont care

because i liked her

she was nice and so on

it's nothing wrong

only our gender is the barrier

yes i liked a girl

is not friendship likes

it is the lovey thing likes

I wonder why i feel like this

right now,

after seeing it with my own eyes..

I guess because i dont wanna lose her..

I suppose you have someone you love.

=)

I endured , i silenced

Is not bad too right now

I like it .

But i cant stop from feeling

conscience.

I hate it.

and i will wait for the day that you will tell me everything.

Love, miko.

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