Worth or not. Im not.

how does it feels when you rejected and ignored someone

who you like ?

how does it feels when you ignored someone 

who likes you ?

answer me

I want your answer.

Feels bad

if you like the person and you ignore him / her

you feel bad 

you feel like apologizing to him / her

you feel like going back to him / her

just to give him / her a tight hug ..

wanted to tell him / her you did not do it on purpose

but still you did it 

and you hurted him / her

if you love him / her 

you will feel bad

Inverse relationship for the inverse situation

that you wont feel bad when you dont love him / her

I dont know what i did right now

is right or wrong

I just feel bad when i read what she wrote to me

and when we talk 

she was telling me that she couldn't sleep

I wonder

...

What Darren Chua feels when he decided to ignore me

but he read what i wrote in my blog ..

Hahaha !!

Im a Woman.

Weird Woman.

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Cute little ears.

Julian introduced me a new server

OMG

so many cute headgears

im addicted to cute things and i cant help it

I Know Right !

Tomorrow my mum 

and my dad

will be coming to Kampar

=D

I'll ask them to get me food

and stuffs

@.@

I wanted to go home so badly ...

One month once

sad ...

>.<

I guess , im a stupidity person

to help others without thinking

for myself... 

Twitching Ears ...

It just reminds me of 

the first item he gave to me in RO =)

I need a haircut !

Dont you think so ?

Nights.

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What I Do.

Back to Supreme RO =D

that is the reason why my phone have 8 missed calls

@_@

Addicted to RO is forever addicted to RO i suppose

And a little cute incident happened ..

Chat Room Name : Lao Gai ( actually i went for a movie break :p )

then a guy came in

said

Why ?

Miao Miao ~

......

Yeah ..

So many memories on it ...

^_^

Hmm , this server ok ok only ...

Prefer Nemain ..

hmm, 

was abit bored ...

finding chat ... =)

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New Blog Interface =D

Finally miko wanted to change her blog interface =D

how was it how was it how was it ??

New banner

New background 

And new Cbox 

New font colour

New link

and i suppose a new me ?

Pls do comment on my new Interface =DDD

Today Happened few incidents

which i guess

Remarkable ;D

1. Bar List No My Name =DDD

Due to Ms Julie's threaten 

I was seriously worried that she / H.Etnik / Economy Lecturer

might bar me because i absent their classes

and i was really fucking worried 

I told Isaac that i might cried if i see my name on that fucking list

and ...

Oh YAAAAAA

no my name in the list =DD

was supremely happy =DDD

K lor

I learnt my lesson now

thanks to her

Im worried that i might get bar

which will suspend my studies for 1 whole year !!!! 

I dont want to waste my parents' money ..

2. Kishi's First Photoshoot

Well , if you want to see it then add her on facebook =D

>> Kishi Low <<

She has the potential to be a model

and yes

she's awesomely pretty

=DDD

am thinking to make her as cosplay model

hahahs

3. Cosplay Discussion with teammate =)

well , we decided alot 

and discussed alot too

and yes

everything will start on sem 2

=))

4. The Ones seems not that irritating that much 

I dont want to say is who

but well ...

If less hate , life sure works better , right ?

Learn to have broader thoughts

and yes ...

My new blog link is

the answer to my old blog =)

miko is here

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=)

( totally camwhore )

Syok Sendiri =P

Preparations for my IT and HI presentation

I ironed my shirt

Wore pantihose

Make up

And ugly hair

D:

well prepare because im serious in these 2 presentation

my last presentation in sem 1 =)

IT is totally no problem for me

and the problem is

HI ( stands for Hospitality Industry )

So , to be honest

I skipped her class

And i am a honest girl

I dont lie.

So i never cared about my attendance ( as i didnt ask anyone to sign for me )

And this Woman

She asked me 

[ arent you DHT 1 student ? ]

[ Why are you here ? ]

[ So you mean that you never come to my class ? ]

[ You know I haven't BAR you ]

Yea I hate the way you said these to me

If you want scold then just scold

Dont insult me.

You know why i skipped your class ?

Because for me,

You're the worst lecturer among all my lecturer

You did not teach us well

and crap alot

Lame jokes

This is my main reason why i dont give a fuck to your class

Summore

She compared us with the High Mighty DON

YAHHHH

I hate that most !

DON DON DON

擦鞋仔 

I really hate those kind of stupid and brainless people

comparing me / us with somekind of jerk

If want , at least compare us with someone better

and yet

she compared us with that @#$%*/

Because our english is weak , then ???

Think !

You're from english educated family

Dont understand Chinese

Then why dont suit yourself in our shoe ?

We're mostly from Chinese School

You speak Chinese la !

Comparing us is only making us to hate you

And not really making all of us to improve

Use a better way.

( below 3 pics is really sendiri syok , camming as i was a model )

Muahahaha !

Lao Gai .. >.<

Im a camera girl =D

Wee , cute =DDD

Conclusion is ..

I think my Makeup is not bad =D

Below is some pics with my classmates

@.@

My Mei Mei =DD ( eva / yee wa )

both of us looks alike

Everyone says so ;o

And she is cute too , calling me jie jie =DDD

A very nice girl and friend ^_^

Weewit ~ !

Lenglui is always lenglui

Im beside her and i feel like

Im her leaves

and she is the rose 

@.@

but the girl who i mention in my earlier posts

is her.

She dont have friends in our class

Everyone dislikes her.

Know what im thinking ?

I wanna be her friends.

I dont like to see people to be same like me.

When i decided to do it

Shouldn't be cared about others thought.

As Yurki said , i cant control how they feel about it .

@>--(

above icon means

@ = flower

>-- = leaves

and 

( = soil

and the picture above best describes us

=DDD

Yurki and Isaac , both my friends

=)

Isaac is my best buddy and he helped me alot.

=DDD

Lets finish this sem and work hard to our Semester 2 =DD

2 things in my mind.

1. Wait Me to Prove and Show you my Improvement !

2. Im Sorry, Jane. I cant ...

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One Person's Birthday

I write about what happened in my life

and what happened beside me

=)

Today a bat flew into our floor

OMG OMG OMG

I was screaming like being raped =X

well

is scary >.<

But the topic of my post is ..

One Person's Birthday..

Today went for supper

and i met a guy ..

Today was his birthday ..

and he was alone

with no friends ..

In the class

this guy always follow the girls ...

and ..

Hehe ..

Why the girls didnt celebrate for him ?

=)

Seriously ..

Feels sad for him.

Not even a friend 

He's just same like me.

But at least

I have warm housemates ..

^_^

And my best friends in my hometown..

=)

Be tough.

I want to have a nice sleep =)

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Most Scariest Month in the Year.

first time trying to tie a french braid on my own head ..

sorry for my unsexyness back.

FInally i get to call my daddy ..

>_<

The first thing i told him

[ My Hostel got ghost .. ]

Daddy's reaction

is calm ..

He said he'll bring me the buddhist charm for me ..

Daddy knows ..

Im scared of ghost ..

I cried .. whenever i encountered with those things

Sorry ..

Im just not strong enough ..

I dont like this

And these kind of things

really freak me out

I wont be afraid when im in my house

but this is not my house.

It's only my hostel..

Im scared ..

Dont say it's not true

when you cant understand how i feel

...

Nothing i can do ..

Just pray and hope the month of July will pass soon..

Chill.

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曾经。

其实

那短短的三个月里

有很多很开心的回忆

当时的我

笑得很灿烂

是他把我从悲观里救出来

我很感激他

同时

我很恨他

呵呵...

老师说

心胸窄小

做人就很不够理智

我好像不理智了19年

说真的

我不能够原谅james

而你

...

我原谅你了

当时的我

因为你上线感觉很开心

当时的我

因为喜欢你了所以对你很粗鲁

觉得你应该会明白我的心意

当时的我

傻到申请来金宝读书

当时的我

跟自己说

一定要追得上你的成绩

当时的我

因为你哭得稀里哗啦

当时的我

迷恋上你的好

但是现在才发现到你一点都不好

你知道吗？

我的marketings考得很好

=)

因为你说过要我注意那一科

所以我考得很好...

其实我很不舍得

其实我很难过

其实我很伤心

但是我不允许我自己倒下 

你知道吗

不是爱你的佩琳赢了你

而是不愿意承认自己伤心的佩琳赢了你

人渣

喜欢了你

真的是我的不幸

但是遇见了你

除了让我伤心

你其实帮了我很多

无论是心理或是学业

这些都是曾经。

我曾经很喜欢很喜欢你。

过去了，就让他过去。

谢谢你陪伴了我6个月。

但是我会恨你欺骗了我2个月。

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Cute =)

today .

no i mean yesterday 

Joe Joe came.

=)

She commented on my pics taken today

( as all pics you seen in this post are taken on today )

Cute ...

Thanks in advance ..

I guess Im better now ^__^

i always braid my hair when i feel like doing it

Looks pretty and

guess what i recently found that this website offers super cute 

Braids OMG OMG OMG

>> Click me to see CuteGirlHairstyle <<

High pony tail also cute =)

neat fringe suits eveything =)

everything that i want and need is right beside me now

Im satisfied ^_^

It's a good day =)

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Like.Love.

As if cam for at least 2 hours 

is our daily routine

^_^

I liked her alot 

hehe ..

Who can understand right now , how is miko feeling ?

i smiled alot too

after we started to cam =)

even when i was unhappy for sometimes

i easily forget it and smiled

Ms Hana said it today

dont trap ourselves in a small space area

dont be narrow minded

well miko is an emotional and narrow-minded person

thanks to jane for making me feel much more happier

=)

 i will never got tired to see u cam

am happy to see u

miko is happy to see jane too

yeaaaaaaa 

wanted to see jane everyday =D

^_^

hehehe ... 

I need some new games ..

So when i dont see you

I can have something else to do 

rather than waiting for you my dear dear =D

Cam Shot 1

Cam Shot 2

Cam Shot 3

Love is never wrong.

It's all about trust and devotion =)

It's great that 

this is week 12

we ended all our assignments

@,@

learnt my lesson

1. Never keep or delay my assignments ANYMORE

2. Dont miko dare ever to tell that i can finish it in lightning speed ANYMORE

3. Never group with those Fxxkers who made my life miserable ANYMORE

but end of assignments week

means that

Exams are coming !!!!

D:

No stress ok ?

miko can do it =)

and end of my post at here,

nights to my blog readers =)

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Feels awful.

Am I too sensitive ?

I feel like as if I was being hated by someone whom i loved her alot.

Not Jane of course ...

Is someone who's close to miko ..

I dislike her coldness..

It stabs ...

And now, maybe she dislikes to talk to me ..

Done nothing ..

Maybe i ignored her throughout the period

I dont know.

You gave me the feelings just like she did to me.

It's same.

Im speechless on this.

Sorry and bye.

Happy Resting Day to miko ..

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Source of my Happiness.

Good Day to all my Blog readers =)

Rainy week in Kampar 

But it doesnt really affects my mood

^_^

most happy thing

is 

hmm

as-you-all-know

Jane ..

yeah !!!

^_^

As i dont lie 

Yea

Im happy when im with Jane..

Nothing wrong with that right ?

Yes Happy said,

it's nothing wrong !

=)

Our on-going conversation

hmm

actually is kinda cute..

We keep on Huh ? Whut ? to each other :p

hehehehe

And yesterday night and today

I finally saw her !!!! =D

As i said

Cute ......

=DDDDD

more cute than miko :p

hehehe

^_^

The most happy thing for me now

is to cam with jane ...

I know im a

focus on my dear dear and 

ignored all my friends

Im really that kind of person

but ..

hey , read my title again

She is my source of happiness.

I feel happy being with her ..

So what's the problem ?

^_^

And .. After today , miko is going to be much more freedom =D

no need to 

rush for anything else !!!! =D

When is the first day , Jane ?

hehehe..

^_^

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2 in 1.

I think I .

2 days in a post =P

I express thru words and expression,

what about you ?

Someone said

I looked difference in each of my pic.

So , which is the real miko ?

Actually 

I like to make up

I like to braid my hair

I like to wear cute clothes =)

And I tend to be Different.

After the rain you'll see the rainbow.

Everything's gonna be ok.

Hm.. 1 year and half to go , 

In Kampar . Will I miss here ?

^_^

I guess yes.

miss my roommate and housemates,

miss the food ..

hehe

and of course my freedom life =)

Haha , the me with nothing.

Laze on my bed 

with my Lappy ^_^

this is the real me =P

My Braided hair ..

Nice ??

I like it alot :p

hehe ^_^

Braid hair is fun and nice to see

easy to do it

this hair took me like 2 - 3 mins or less =)

Last Night

I cam with jane..

^_^

I thought me and her was on cam

then she told me 

she cant see me O_O

Jane is cute ...

Cute in looks and voice both.

Funny too ^_^

Well , i really saw you ..

Hehe..

Hehehe , Love you =P

Everything is fine ,

so forever be fine ,

possible ??

^_^

The real miko is in here 

In her blog =)

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YESSS.

yes was Orientation Night yesterday

as always 

I helped the others then only i do mine ..

Helped roommate to style her hair and makeup

Im awesome

;D

Dont waste my talent , ok ?

^_^ 

yea my awesome hair

and i was thinking how should i tie my hair

since i left like 10 mins

curling is gonna use all my time 

-_-

I wanna braid it but , i forgot how to = =

so end up

like this !

simply braid to the back ~

yeah lame hair

as if im still 5 years old = =

fat dress too 

saw that dress on Ah bee ?

I love it >.<

Was in there already

Change your angle if you cant see me face in this pic

Seriously i looked great in these pics 

Just the lighting Sucks.

ARMS I KNOW RIGHT

flabby fatty piggy arms

Ughh !

My dream girl

She won it !

Im happy for her =D

and the guy which is talented

WON =D

Nice Pair , I love it !

yeah ?????

who is this i dont even ( kishi )

actually Ah Bee is cute ...

;o

mehh , miko also cute :T

Jane said miko looks cute ;D

* flies *

^_^

Back from The O'Night 

Exhausted !

Edited for my FB =)

There is a part where the Emcees ask my Dream girl

Do you think you can win this ?

[ YES ! ]

miko can win this too !!!!

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